Ho'oponpono - there really is no out there!

Do we attract others so we can clear ourselves?

I am in a Zero Limits Group coaching class, which has been wonderful and I highly recommend it for anyone who is ready to take the step to live at Zero.

We are keeping a journal of miracles, what we are using Ho'oponopono to clear on and break throughs. I have been writing in my journal and noticed over the past few weeks that there is a destinct pattern.

There is one thing that I have noticed lately that I think shows me more clearly what Ho'oponpono is all about. I have made notes in my journal about people and situations that I am using Ho'oponpono to clear on. Over the past week I started noticing a pattern that had never occured to me before.

I now have people that are requesting that I help them with medical problems, relationship issues, job loss, financial help and more. I thought, this is great, these people are all the types of people that could benefit from a Miracles Coach and so I just need to hurry up and get certified so they can hire me! I have also noticed that others are showing up in my life with issues that remind me of memories of my own past.

Then I realized there is no out there, so what is it in me that is causing them to show up this way? Here is what finally dawned on me. Everyone that I have been asked to help has a problem, issue or situation that I have an old memory about - that in essence I am the one who needs to clear up my old memories replaying themselves in order to help myself. Which of course in turn should help them.

It seems to me that this is what Dr. Hew Len sees when he looks at the patient files and clears on them - his old memories replaying.

Here are some of the situations that I am talking about, you may be able to see the similarities and get the connections to my old memories.

1. Angie was in a marriage that where she did all the work, never got help, had low self-esteme, never did anything right, where there was always a lack of money. I lived in a marraige where I had to do everything, I was always responsible, I could never please my husband, there was never enough money even though I worked many hours a week to provide for us....
2. Lee, whose mother was in the hospital and the health care professionals were not helping the way Lee wanted them to. She was frustrated and it seemed that she was the only one who was there for her mom. My first husband was ill for many years and was in the hospital often. I felt like I always had to be there for him, since no one at the hospital would take care of him correctly, they just didn't seem to care. I felt like I was alone in this and there was never enough time for me to do all that I needed to do; there was not enough of me to go around. I was over-whelemed.
3. Julie's husband lost his job and she asked for prayers for him. I realized that I had never cleared on the time that I was "downsized" from a company that I had work for 15 years.
4. Maureen can't seem to complete a book she wants to write and publish. I have 3 books that I have started, but just can't seem to finish. I never seem to finish projects.
5. I had a daughter who died a few minutes after her birth that my first husband did not want, I never cleared on that. A friend of mine told me she was struggling with her daughter and after some looking into the why, she realized that she had never cleared on the fact that she did not originaly want to be pregnant with her (but of course love her and was grateful for her when she arrived).
6. Donna's grandson is having physical issues resulting from a lack of oxygen - he sees people and hears them, etc. The voices are distracting to him and keeping him from being able to focus. My first husband went through a time the month prior to his death where he had a severe lack of oxygen and he saw people and heard them, and had other symptoms. This was a tough one for me to see what it was that I needed to clear on at first. I thought, this young man is suffering and I need to clear my old memories. What finally dawned on me was that I never allowed my husband to talk to me before he died. I found out years later that just before he died, he was able to talk to our daughter and tell her what he wanted her to know. She had to get very close to him to be able to hear what he had to say, but it was very important that he told her these things. I never took the time to get close to his face and hear what he had to say to me. Everyone around noticed that he struggled to hang on and none of us could figure out why. I think he needed to tell me something.

All I can think about at this time is; I will clear on it...